Love of today

How or why is it so hard to describe a feeling?
Are words simply not enough to tell what's going on inside of your heart, body and soul?
I lie awake at night trying to find a way to show you all those fellings I can't tell you about..
How I miss you every day,
every minut, every second of every day I miss you and think about you..
I try to keep my tears but it's just too hard.
I do believe this will never go away, whatever happens in the future there will always be this connection between ous.
It will nerver cease, nerver stop to exisist.
No matter how hard we try to deny it..
Love like ours does not go away.
Just look back at the time that has past, did we ever stop loving each other?
We never even stopped saying the words..
Somehow we always found a way to be close, to say the things we felt.
I wish I could show you the difference this time..
Nothing else matters.
Not our age or the time in our lives,
the things we are about to do and the things we are doing right now.
We can still do all those things and have our love together.
We just have to realize it.
I can see now why we made it so hard.
We were afraid, or at least I was afraid.
But if you only get one life you can't go around being scared
of the decisions you sometimes have make.
My heart belongs only to you and it always will.
Forever.

Do you remember the time I sang you this song?

"The Reason"

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I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

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I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

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I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

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I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

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And the reason is You

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I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

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I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

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I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you